It’s hard enough only seeing you on Wednesdays because we can’t have a full conversation without someone interrupting a billion times. Now you’re moving to Texas? At the beginning of next month? I hate this. Just when I’m starting to think that maybe, just maybe I’m getting through to you, you have to leave. I miss you more than I can express. I wish I could do so many things differently. I wish you weren’t so pessimistic about things. Now, it’s not even worth trying to fix. You’ll go to Austin for 3 months and you might like it and want to go back. You might meet a girl and forget about me. I didn’t even get a second chance to show that things can change and now you’re leaving me completely. You say you wish you still loved me and that you didn’t want this to happen. Then why won’t you even try? I guess it doesn’t matter, though. I already feel completely lost without you. I don’t know what I’m going to feel when you’re really gone. I can’t just get in my car and drive halfway to your house and then turn back around because I know you won’t be happy. We’ll be over 1,000 miles apart. I won’t be able to do that. I already miss you so much. I don’t know how I’m going to be able to say it when you leave.
I really miss you. It hurts to talk to you like I don’t still love you more than almost any thing in this whole world.
i turn into a crying little girl when i see this while single.
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Fleetwood Mac- Landslide
I don’t have a sad story about this, but I like the song… Always have, always will.
Love love love. Stevie Nicks has such a unique voice. Mmm
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Today, I’m going to go up to my new school and find all my classes so that I’m not completely freaking out the first week. I’m going with an old friend who will also be going to IUPUI.
I’ve decided that today I am not going to talk to him unless he says something first. I realize that he’s not going to miss me unless I leave him alone. So, I have resolved to finally give him a break. It’s just really difficult when he was my everything for three years.
There were times when I felt so guilty because I put him before God. He meant and still means so much to me. I can’t imagine not having him in my life and I’m so afraid that if I leave him alone, he’ll never come back. I keep asking God why this is happening and I haven’t heard His reply. I haven’t heard God in so long. Maybe this is why. Maybe God is suppressing our relationship because we need to take a break and focus on Him. I have to hope that God will work this out in the end. If it wasn’t for him, I wouldn’t have a relationship with God. I feel like we were put into each other’s lives for a reason and that we’ve just lost sight of what is truly important. After all, the Bible does say that He is a jealous God. I need help figuring out where to start. I wish I had money. I need a new devotional.
There’s always that one person. No matter how many relationships they’ve had, how many times they didn’t respond to your text, how many times they ignored you, how many times they made you feel like you didn’t matter, how many times you sit on the floor crying because of them, or made you feel like shit; no matter how many times you say they don’t matter. Deep down, every time that they text you, look at you, give you a hug, even just say your name; your walls break down and you can’t help but be happy. Even if you don’t want to be.
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