If you don’t attempt to fix things that aren’t right, you deserve every single second of the unhappiness you experience. I’m so over it. You want me around but you don’t want to fix anything with anyone. I don’t want to let myself continue to love someone who obviously doesn’t think I’m worth it. If you had the power to fix things with everyone that hurts you, why wouldn’t you do it? I’m tired of wasting my time on someone who doesn’t want to spend time on me. I deserve more. Even if I don’t find the person who would give me that, at least I’m not making myself miserable anymore.
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Do you guys remember the time I was a senior in high school and had to create a commercial for my economics class and so I produced this and showed it to the class and nobody laughed except for me but I still got an A and my teacher kept the DVD to show to his classes every year?
Because I do.
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I’m sorry that lately, the only things I have been posting are like, declarations to someone else. But really, I have no one to talk to about this. And it’s easier to just write out what I want to say rather than say it to his face. I’m sure it’s pretty annoying to see, but it is MY blog so. Yeah. Unfollow me if you don’t want to see it.
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I never thought I’d say this, but I really am at my breaking point. I’m about to just give up on you. This is all your fault. You don’t love me because you didn’t say anything when something bothered you. You just let it build up instead. And even though the things that bothered you were little and may not have seemed like a big deal, you were still not happy with something and you let them all pile up. You didn’t let me know that there were things making you unhappy. I’m not a mind reader. I can’t just know when I’m not making you happy if you just pretend that everything is fine. How can you say you wish it wasn’t like this but you gave it no effort? No matter how much you try to argue that you tried, you didn’t. You are so stupid for even trying to claim that you did. I want to hate you so much. You can’t just convince yourself that everything is fine and that you love me when you don’t think everything is fine. And here I am, thinking we have this great future ahead of us and our only problem is the fact that your mother hates me. I feel like an idiot for not knowing how it really was but then I remember that even though I was doing things that bothered you, you are the one at fault for not communicating with me. I gave you so many chances to let you tell me when something was wrong because I only wanted you to be happy. But you “don’t like confrontation.” Guess what, only crazy people enjoy confrontation. If you really wanted to love me, you should have said something. You are the laziest person I know. You can blame it on whatever you want, but I know that you are just lazy. So, I’m pretty much done begging on my hands and knees for a second chance. I’m starting to realize that you may be the most book smart person I know, but you are the biggest freaking idiot I have ever met when it comes to common sense. Come on. If I mean as much to you as you say I do, you would trust me enough to have talked to me about this when it came up the first time. Maybe when I finally just give you this slap in the face, you’ll realize how much I do for you. How much you rely on me. And how lost you’ll be without me. Because you don’t have a mom. And you barely have a dad. And you are way too immature to handle what you’re going through on your own. Grow up and grow some. I know that when the time comes tonight and I bring this up, I’ll sugarcoat the crap out of it. But you know what? I’m tired of trying so hard. I really am. I deserve a second chance, but do you?
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Why are bras so expensive?!?!?
I’m poor! I can’t afford to spend 40+ on bras.
it’s like being punished for having an amazing pair of boobies.
not cool.
RIGHT?
So much truth.
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It’s hard enough only seeing you on Wednesdays because we can’t have a full conversation without someone interrupting a billion times. Now you’re moving to Texas? At the beginning of next month? I hate this. Just when I’m starting to think that maybe, just maybe I’m getting through to you, you have to leave. I miss you more than I can express. I wish I could do so many things differently. I wish you weren’t so pessimistic about things. Now, it’s not even worth trying to fix. You’ll go to Austin for 3 months and you might like it and want to go back. You might meet a girl and forget about me. I didn’t even get a second chance to show that things can change and now you’re leaving me completely. You say you wish you still loved me and that you didn’t want this to happen. Then why won’t you even try? I guess it doesn’t matter, though. I already feel completely lost without you. I don’t know what I’m going to feel when you’re really gone. I can’t just get in my car and drive halfway to your house and then turn back around because I know you won’t be happy. We’ll be over 1,000 miles apart. I won’t be able to do that. I already miss you so much. I don’t know how I’m going to be able to say it when you leave.
